So I am posting today "just to update the blog" I don't have any new pictures to look at but just my thoughts to read. Last year was a crazy one in my life. It made me reflect on myself and what this life is all about. I really don't know how to describe how the events in the last year have changed me, all I know is that the Heather that didn't care about anything and anybody needs to change. life is too short to just always be busy with only my stuff and not reach out to others. I still haven't done very well at this but I am willing to try harder.
It is coming up on one year since my brother died and it still seams like it didn't happen. I still cry every time it comes to my mind (like right now) I don't know why it is still so raw. It just makes me sad to think about his family that is left behind and that I have one less brother here. That is the true reason why may attitude needs to change. He gave so much love and in return people loved him, if i could only be a fraction of what he was. Jen keeps telling me that I need to be more caring and I agree so I did do a few extra things to improve in this area but I can do much better. So to anyone that is reading my Blog I hope that I can be a better friend to you this coming year.
Heather
6 months ago
2 comments:
Heather,
Having been your friend for some time now I have to say you have always been a caring person and a great friend. I remember in 9th grade I was having a rough day so you sent balloons annoymously to the school for me. I knew it was you but still it made my day. So I'm just saying thanks for being my friend. You are a good person but trying to become better is a great goal, we all could do a little better I'm sure.
Just so you know...
You have been at my side for years... helping me with everything from my kids, schoolwork, painting, moving, planning, cooking, babysitting, dressing me up when I need something to wear and a few other things I wont mention ;)
I know I never would have made it through my years at Northridge without your help... Thanks.
I think I take advantage of you all too often but just know that you still have a family raise and I will be right here to help and pay back all my debt.
I hope you know how much your friendship has meant to me... I always can count on you to even come around when I am being honery! And you put up with Mark and I's crazy ideas!!!
We love hanging out with you two and hope things never change
I love you...
Jen
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